Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Me vs Myself!

No matter what or who I become in front of others, unintentionally or otherwise, the one time I get to know myself, is when I’m alone, with my guard down, that is the one time when I’m not wearing the mask of the role that I’m expected to play. It is then when I‘m standing face to face with myself and there is no veil to shield my faults, and no modesty to underplay my strengths

I believe that I’m a part of a larger whole, which would be incomplete without me, and this is what motivates me. The awareness that my life is infinitely important and my mission is to showcase my individuality in my own unique way, in my own sphere of activities. I strive to pursue a path ever upward and onward…Please don’t get me wrong, m not all about serious ‘philosophy’... I’m very human; I’m Complex, inscrutable, enigmatic, and indifferent. I’m predictable, unpredictable, logical, illogical... can be irrepressibly naive and terribly wise at the same time. I refuse to live unconsciously. Almost everything is a well thought of, conscious decision (barring a few times ;) ).


I'm too people oriented to sit by idle.. I'm genuine (when I want to be) and sugar sweet (if I have to be)... till then expect anything. I can viciously hate a few things and when "moved" I could curdle milk with one of my sour stares (my friends tell me so). In moods like these I don’t know what i really like.. but I think i like to hate most of the things.. Which is so funny, and I eventually end up laughing to myself.I love to perpetually have myself glued to either a sofa at coffee shop sipping overpriced chocolate espressos with 2 or 3 friends that I absolutely adore, or in front of my laptop doing no real constructive work.

I sometimes get very random with my thoughts.. to illustrate:
Shveta is
A food lover…...
highly optimistic ,
the thinker..
the art lover..
chocolate addict.....
music lover…
nature lover...
the poetess..(this one I’d like to be)
wonderful advice giver...
sports woman...
Popular for sense of humor….
clothes obsessor..
fiercely loyal...
thoughtful...
patient...
letter writer...
romantic…
Formerly the outstanding student’..
And Miss Talented(I think I hav lost it now)…..
also the life of parties...(hehe)( That’s wot all my friends have to say to me!!)
and now the almost 30 something corporate slave!

So what is Shveta Sharma about…………..
Shveta, a smart woman. Such a sweet woman too. The light of human compassion and all-embracing humane issues forth brazenly, indeed rashly from her, dazzling the weary masses and bringing solace to the discomforted. An egoless creature , giving up all concept of self, tirelessly endearing herself to the world at large. A conservative. A puritan. A closet feminine. Pink shirts, pink pants, pink earrings, pink bras, pink thongs, pink bangles, pink bags, pink bed. A simple bundle of contradictions and complexities. Very plain to see. A study in silence. Seldom sesquipedalian. Shveta………………………………

2 comments:

Serendipity said...

And the epitome of humility.
Corporate Slave huh? Let me guess: Janitor! :)
And Pink Bras and Thongs were too much information. Particularly for idiots like me ;)

Are you really in Missouri?
Reva se baat hoti hai?

And by the way, I must say: you write well! :) :)

Shveta Sharma said...

Hello Mr. Serendipity! Yup I am in Missouri...and yup I spoke to Reva and thank you for for your compliment on my writing....and where are you what's up at ur end???